remember to forget that you’re not.
present. safe. capable of joy.
remember that it will always get worse.
know that no matter what you do, a feeling not felt is only ever the kind that hurts.
remember you have to be somewhere else. don’t forget to always worry.
whatever it is that you’re doing now,
it will surely have to hurry.
don’t forget what you’ve still to do.
don’t remember all you’ve already done. don’t allow yourself to be happy here.
don’t allow yourself
to have
any fun?
Don’t.